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your ghost and I have learnt to co-exist
and I find that you now reside in me, and I cannot
pull you out of these brittle bones
because sad is comfortable, and so is pain
and I lost my muse when we stopped talking.

I am a tangle of adolescent confusion, and I know it-
forever lost in the what-to-dos, and i think
i just needed a little bit of sunshine;
a kick in the ass to jumpstart my breathing
while I busied myself with getting lost in you

walking in your mountains and pausing by your seas,
I learnt a lot more about people than school ever taught me,
but it seems I've put none of it to use
because your ghost and I have learnt to co-exist,
your shadow graces my side-
the memories flit past my fingers but my soul is exhausted.

I'm tired, and I am sorry,
perhaps the god I do not trust will fix us-
oh, neither artist nor poet nor heaven-sent saint,
all I have to offer you is nothing.

your ghost walks a step behind me, I feel your heavy tread
I look for you in everyone I meet; I doubt you do the same
and it worries me how often I think about dying.
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half-pixieman's avatar
'I look for you in everyone I meet; I doubt you do the same' was perhaps the single most beautiful line of poetry I have come across in a long time.